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Angelette and I have been having these massive email conversations all during the day. Gmail...the new chatting client! Also, a new resolution: stop being nice to people that you know are incredibly immature or potentially annoying because you will sooner or later regret it. -_- One of these days, I have to learn how to be rude. And make it convincing.

Since I didn't write Glass Mask yesterday, I decided to write it today. ^_^ I started off trying to write from Maya's point of view but then realized that it would be horribly out-of-character. >_> Not the sort of Glass Mask fic that I really want to write, alas. Feedback always appreciated!

On the Art of Burning Bridges
Dedicated to [livejournal.com profile] tokyofish, with the hope that she will write Glass Mask fic someday

From the memoirs of Himekawa Ayumi:

If there is anything I have learned from my mother, who was my first role model as well as my first rival on the stage, it is that hesitation is fatal to acting. One must carry on without looking back, since to dwell on the past is to step outside the stage and into the audience, to drop the fragile mask that is, in the end, the thespian's one and only true possession. (Fame, accolades, even the pleasure of exposing yourself to a crowd of captivated strangers--these are mere perks of a successful career. To be an actor is to trade one mask for another until I am no one but the potentiality of a million different /personnages/.)

At an early age, I was given lessons in dancing, etiquette, music, painting, flower arrangement, tea ceremony, fencing, French and English, a neverending list of accomplishments to train me for the spotlight. Yet even before this surfeit of education, I learned first how to stand on the stage: my first real memory is the sensation of having a thousand eyes focus on me. I hope I do not exaggerate when I say that the theatre is in my blood. But it took me years and years to acquire the strength of mind it takes to hurl oneself from one role to the next without pausing, to lose my retrospective sentiment, to see nothing but the next mask to be donned.

When I tell others that Kitajima Maya is a natural, what I mean is simply that she did not need to learn this crucial lesson. She already knew instinctively what she must do, from that first moment when Tsukikage Chigusa asked her to join her school. In order to be an actress, Kitajima repeatedly abandoned everything that held her back with a sort of innocent ruthlessness. This became her greatest tragedy and her greatest strength. I shall always consider her to be my only equal on the stage.

END

Yours &c.

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Date: 2005-08-05 02:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aetherangelette.livejournal.com
A bit non-shoujoesque >_> ^__^ Now, if you wrote about KJK...

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Date: 2005-08-05 01:11 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] troisroyaumes
Ayumi by nature is "non-shoujoesque" as you so eloquently put it. XD And uh, no way am I writing Kpop RPF. >_<

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Date: 2005-08-05 02:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aetherangelette.livejournal.com
Juu are no fun. Peh!

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Date: 2005-08-05 05:05 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] starlighter.livejournal.com
!!! <3 I thought I was the only one on the f!list who had read/loved/hated this series. Beautifully done, and very much what Ayumi sounds like in my head; cool, detached, very much a professional.

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Date: 2005-08-05 01:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] troisroyaumes
Thank you! And equally delighted to know there's another Glass Mask fan. XD

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Date: 2005-08-05 07:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] festivewind.livejournal.com
An beautiful monologue from Ayumi's POV. Well done :)

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Date: 2005-08-05 01:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] troisroyaumes
Thanks! Very glad you liked it. ^_^

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Date: 2005-08-05 07:43 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] sub-divided.livejournal.com
Gorgeous. Glass Mask never fails to amuse because the characters all take acting so seriously, as if learning to act is the same spiritual process as learning a martial art. But the same thing doesn't quite work in the anime, works here. Nice.

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Date: 2005-08-05 01:19 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] troisroyaumes
Thanks! I always have a huge weakness for the kind of anime that takes some activity and makes it into a sort of grand paradigm (like Y! Japan with baking to take another example). ^_^ Glass Mask is full of obsessives, which is probably why I enjoy it so much. XD

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Date: 2007-04-23 04:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] princess-dexter.livejournal.com
I found this via the mems at [livejournal.com profile] 31_days and I recognised your name from a wonderful HMC fic you wrote some time back. Just wanted to let you know that this was equally brilliant, and a lovely portrait of Ayumi, capturing her intelligence, poise and professional nature. I loved the voice and you did her justice.

Excellent as always; going into the mems. :)

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