Woe

[tarigwaemir]

Lowell House on the Feast of Blessed Urdan V

Well, my Yuletide submission is in on time and has requisite word count, although that's probably all I can say for it at the moment. ;_; I feel like writing a memo to myself: "Self, from now on, stick to gen!"

In other news, I'm going home tomorrow morning and haven't started packing. -_- You know, I can't believe this semester's already over. (Well, we still have reading period and finals when we come back from break in January, but today was the last day of classes at least.) Each time I realize that half my senior year is behind me, I get this sudden surge of panic because I don't feel ready to graduate.

It's very odd because last year I thought I was ready and eager to move on from here, and I certainly didn't have this reaction in high school (at least I don't remember it, if I did). I don't even know what I'm regretting--do I really have any room for regrets?--but I have this vague ideal of the College Experience (TM) that I haven't achieved so far, and the knowledge that I only have six(!) months left until graduation bothers me.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Gah!

Yours &c.

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[offtheshoulder.livejournal.com]

I also have a vague ideal of the College Experience (TM) and mine pretty much had a big, red X through it the moment I signed the dotted line. I'm not sure, at this point, whether to leave a smiley face or a sad face. I'm going to go with :T.

[offtheshoulder.livejournal.com]

Signed ON the dotted line, sorry haha.