Unhappiness
Nov. 19th, 2003 11:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tarigwaemirAd Mundo Exteriore,
I, being a paragon of mental stability, was only on the edge of being at risk for anxiety disorder, according to the extremely skewed UHS depression screening this afternoon. Considering the fact that I had a math midterm this evening and that I took the screening after receiving the highly depressing news of my biology midterm grade, that's pretty good.
Nevertheless, I feel awful. Awful. I don't hate myself right now, but I feel terrible through and through. I really need to sleep and get a refreshed outlook on life.
I mean, I love my classes with their strange professors, I love my eclectic mix of extracurriculars, I love my dorm and its bizarre togetherness, I love being here. I just hate the fact that I have to take tests and finish projects and worry about staying afloat.
I need a break. Thank goodness Thanksgiving is coming up. I'm in a state of complete burnout. It took me a long time to reach this point, but now I'm here and it'll take me a long time to climb back up again.
Maybe I really should switch concentrations. ::goes and stares at the EPS requirements again::
...Tari
I, being a paragon of mental stability, was only on the edge of being at risk for anxiety disorder, according to the extremely skewed UHS depression screening this afternoon. Considering the fact that I had a math midterm this evening and that I took the screening after receiving the highly depressing news of my biology midterm grade, that's pretty good.
Nevertheless, I feel awful. Awful. I don't hate myself right now, but I feel terrible through and through. I really need to sleep and get a refreshed outlook on life.
I mean, I love my classes with their strange professors, I love my eclectic mix of extracurriculars, I love my dorm and its bizarre togetherness, I love being here. I just hate the fact that I have to take tests and finish projects and worry about staying afloat.
I need a break. Thank goodness Thanksgiving is coming up. I'm in a state of complete burnout. It took me a long time to reach this point, but now I'm here and it'll take me a long time to climb back up again.
Maybe I really should switch concentrations. ::goes and stares at the EPS requirements again::
...Tari
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Date: 2003-11-19 09:43 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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